Would you guys rather it be a pair of UNIF hellraisers or a pair of Jeffrey Campbell lita spikes?
I’m having trouble deciding. Maybe I should do two giveaways?
Give me your thoughts!
@2 years ago with 8 notes
#giveaway #free #lita spikes #unif #hellraisers #jeffrey campbell #who doesn't like free shit?
@2 years ago with 7 notes
#crop sweater #california #cactus #disco pants #hellraisers #beautiful #sunlight #outfit #wdywt
In my grandma’s cactus garden, talking to h’s sister about what sides to make with the tenderloin i ended up making for Christmas supper. I’m so lucky to have amazing people like them in my life. Bits of joy stretching across the country to make me laugh and feel loved. Of course I feel loved here already with my family but it’s nice to have that additional support.
California is gorgeous and wonderful, and I can’t wait until we someday move here… But visiting my grandparents is somewhat of a bittersweet thing for me. This house is packed with memories… All lovely but now in my grandparents older age and limited capacity for conversation, and the absence of my father, they kind of feel like they’re mocking me.
They’re ghosts of the people they once were, and I feel him everywhere.
It’s one thing to come to Cali to soak up to sun and bask in the beautiful surroundings but yet another to try and maintain a semblance of happiness when I feel so sad.
My sister and mother seem slightly sad too, although during our excursions out of the house together everyone seems to become cheerful.. Maybe we need to take more trips whole we’re here.
I just wish I had been older when they were younger so I might have been able to talk to them more. And I wish my father was here, with his capacity to make everything better. Instead I’ll play my guitar to honor his memory and try to sing songs to liven the mood in this house.
Sorry to be such a downer. The holidays tend to bring this out in me.
But I AM so so glad we’re here because I know how happy it makes my grandparents. I do want to savor the time we have remaining together. It’s just a bittersweet feeling..